When you look inside a girls heart,
you see the struggle it takes to get through all the crap in her life,
you see all the lies,
the bull shit,
and the times she wished she was dead.
But most of all,
you see how hard it was to let go of the asshole who acted like he actually "CARED" .
Call me the girl that no one ever noticed.
Call me the girl who no one ever cared about.
Call me the girl that you can pass in the hall and not give a damn.
Call me the forgotten ....
I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do.
I'm sorry I can't help it cause I *........*
It's sad when people you know become people u knew.
When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of ur life.
How you used to be able to talk for hours and now you can barely even look at them .....
Silence is a girls loudest cry.
You can always tell she's really hurt when she starts ignoring you .
I'm going to smile like nothing's wrong,
talk like everything's perfect,
act like it's just a dream,
and pretend that he's not hurting me .....
I will not think about him
I will not think about him
I will not think about him
I will not think about him
I will not think about him
I will not think about him
I will not think about him
I keep myself busy with things to do, but everytime I pause,
I still think of you :*
God please give me a strength .
Dear R ;
thanks for be a good listener and
good motivator .
Really appreciate it :')
Thanks for give me a strength .
Thanks for letting me share all my "sweet dreams" .
I want to share my "sweet dreams" to you friends .
But I'm afraid ,
You know him !
Really know -,-
I'm not ready to take any risk :*
Because I've already know the answer .
Yeah I've already knew it ...
I'm afraid that someday "bad dreams" will replace my "sweet dreams"
And now it really happened .
I don't know whether I can face it or not :'/
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